and now, almost 6 months later, my time in China is almost over, and this is my first blog.
i would like to sincerely apologize to everyone that contributed funds to my trip to get here. i feel SO bad that i haven't updated you, or anyone.
this last week here in China has been the absolute toughest thing i believe i have EVER gone through! Two of the precious kids at the baby house here at Eagles Wings where I work, were called back to their original orphanage, so we had to take them back.
One girl in particular, we like to call her Ping Ping, she is my favorite little here at the house. I love all the kids, but she is my baby!
I have become SO attached to this girl. "Losing" her has been incredibly difficult for me to handle. It's just SO hard to comprehend why her orphanage decide to take her and the other little boy back.
Knowing the situation in which she now lives is very hard to handle as well.
If you'd like to know more about it, let me know and I can privately message you about it, as I don't want to get into too many details here.
I had two days off after she had to go back, which was nice because it was two days to process what had just happened. Going back to work was harder than I thought.
I've woken up in the morning with no motivation whatsoever. I just don't feel like getting up. Once I do, it's fine and business as usual, hanging out and playing with the rest of the kids at the house.
Hopefully I get out of whatever funk I'm in. Because I just don't like it.
If you could pr-y for me, I'd really appreciate it.
I'll blog again in another day or two. I will be needing some more financial support as I leave China and head back to the states.
More details to come, but if anyone feels led to donate anything, you can send any amount to my PayPal account. the email is erinmoose(at)gmail(dot)com
thanks so much everyone!
g-d bless!
-erin
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